Tuesday, August 16, 2011

My Sin

Today it's clear and I can see
I'm not what you wanted from me
I lack the qualities you had sought
With flaws and cracks, I am wrought

Judge me now by your yardstick
Your judgement makes me deeply sick
I stand for what I know is right
Though not within your narrow sight

Be myself and away will fall
The chaff from wheat of friends I call
Be yourself and do not hide
Who you think you are inside

Your ugliness has reared it's head
And judged in me where my path led
Love me for who you see
Or take yourself away from me

I won't live for another again
For this seems to be my only sin.

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Sunday, August 7, 2011

Fear and Peace

There is that pang I know all to well
The pang of fear that is my Hell
Fear that grips my insides tight
Fills me with the dark of night

How I wish to run away
From the fear that is today
Fear I create unwillingly
Fear of which I'm never free

When will come the peace I seek
Release me from my darkness bleak
Fear can't live where peace resides
Please, peace come and live deep inside

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Tuesday, August 2, 2011


In raging summer, oh! So grand,
I met a flood upon my land.
You washed over with a flood of fire,
Released me from the muck & mire.

Entrenched in mud from my own tears,
Imprisoned by my life of fears.
Cleanse from me all things past.
I pray, I pray our summer last.

Build and stoke my soul aflame!
Release the animal untamed!
Bite, bend, arch and claw,
Forgive all with empassioned flaw.

Rain upon my land so dry,
Kiss away the tears we cry.
Weep with passion, weep with pain!
Weep because it's all the same.

Burn with heat of summer sun,
Burn, my life has just begun!

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Monday, August 1, 2011


Oh quiet my mind, lover true
Penetrate my soul with you
Sing your song of silence blue
Meet me in the place we knew

Clear away my clouds of grief
Fill my heart with your belief
Steal my pain just like the theif
Crush it to bits, the autumn leaf

Abyss consumes, reverberates
Shaking walls, my body quakes
Release abounds, tears and shakes
Until again, my trembling waits

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Close My Eyes

When I am afraid I close my eyes. Turning my head upwards, I relax and surrender. Amazingly,the danger always seems to pass me by, and I am unharmed.

Perhaps there was no danger after all. Perhaps my perception blurred reality, and faith is all I needed.

Why do I fear needlessly? Why do I trust what I see instead of what I know?

I feel you, your protection all around me, as it has always been. When will I learn to close my eyes?

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About Sash

People call me "Sash" because I'm a former beauty queen in my old home town. My father used to ride in an MC which got me interested in the culture. After my last divorce I said "goodbye" to Susie Homemaker and became the naughty, biker chick I always felt inside. (Read more...)